Wednesday, 9 July 2008
i realised the sadest person is one who are unhappy but still have to put up a front....and sadly,i am one of them. ...just a couple of thoughts that has been running through my mind....every since we moved inside this new hse...the whole family is getting nosier and its not because its filled with laughter...its because the are always quarrel going on in the hse...either between my parents or between my sis and my mum....i simply cant understand them...why keep quarrelling when u can talk things out in a calm way...zzz...therefore in my heart...i dont like this this hse as i feel that this bloody hse is the root of the quarrels...i thinks things will be better if we hadnt shift hse...haiz...and then there is my body condition...i am wondering how long my body is goin to last me as my spine hurts every night when i lay down to sleep...and it seems to get worst as the day goes by...i am also hesitant in goin to the doctor as e family financial isnt that good...maybe i will just collapse one day...
I shall walk alone... 23:57
